Patricia

I just hope that when I read this post I be so proud of my self that I conquer it and pass the challenge. 

       Lately I notice my mental health is in constantly disrupted with my insecurities. It always in a roller coaster where there are times where I felt I'm awesome and proud of my self for achieving something and next thing you know I'm in my depressive state.
                 I'm trying to surpass this and fight it alone because I'm use to it. I'm doing this in my own for years, but sometimes it hit me to much that I wish I can ask for help.
                 All I can hope now is to find the solutions to solve these problems. I'm so tired already.

God will help me through this. I don't have or understand why this is given to me. But I try my best.

I hate this...
          I hate this feeling.
          I just wish in the future I can look this up and be proud of my self surviving this challenge that came to me.
          
          To be honest I want to run away from this problems. I want to be free...
          
          

Natatakot akong di pumasa...
          
          
          Sana naman pumasa ako, pls Lord God.

I hate stories when a child died in the story. I know it happens in real life, but it still sucks... 

Wow.... That's first. Now I Know

It is just me or it's really hard to find a good story nowadays. 

F*ck! I'm so sick of you! 
          
          Thank god you're  gone now

F*ck you dumbass!!