-------    'I puffed my cigarette, this night felt cold. It's been 7 years, almost 8 years since the last time he left. I felt lonely all day, he wasn't here. I remember the day he always cloned me to sleep, a tight hug or maybe a cuddle. He never thought of me as his lover, I feel ashamed keeping a secret from him. But what can I do? It's reality, I really can't do anything at all, it's his life choice. I don't want to disturb him, but this feeling makes me hurt. The pain, i can feel the pain in my heart, it hurts so bad. I wish... One day we came back together.'    -------