@tillknown
you can’t refuse to look at me forever, till. you created me. i’ll leave when you let me.
i bet it eats at you. i bet you hate me for forcing your survival, don’t you? so much hate in your heart, till..
@paratises !! i know that - your corpse right in front of me while i was being dragged away was proof enough .. i just .. / why / ? why did i have to survive ..
here, you can— touch it. it’s mostly healed anyway. see? i’m still here. i’m still alive.
@paratises !! you're exaggerating , seriously .. ! but .. you looked pretty good in that white suit too and your hair slicked back -
they wanted to draw on my arm. you’d deny them little pleasures, till?
… till? isaac told me you were here, but i— you must hate me.
@paratises !! ( the blush only rose higher , crawling up his neck and to his ears when ivan's fingers brushed over the bandages . not only had they patched up his bullet wounds , but his marking was fully removed as well . ) what do you mean ? i'd like to think i'm pretty straightforward .
( and without think he reaches out to brush his fingers over the others bandaged neck, a frown pulling while his thumb brushed over the gauze. ) … i still don’t understand you.
@paratises !! ( till's eyes looked over the other's wounds and to the prosthetic that had replaced his damaged arm , a stark contrast to how till was used to seeing ivan . ) i know . maybe i am supposed to , but .. i don't know , i can't find myself hating you .
look what we did while you were gone. family picture. they’re a real talent.
@paratises !! unfair that you're using my words against me .. but fine . still , i can't believe you told them that . ( //// )
all i told them is that you wouldn’t mind if they called them mama for awhile. you said it yourself! they were taught the same things about relationships we were.
@paratises !! w - what .. ivan , did you / tell / them that i birthed them ? and that i'm their mother ? i mean , that's fine but this is a bit much !
… that one has my eyes. we’ll circle back around for them. promise. come on.
@paratises !! well , you .. you said that was to make your act more convincing ! not for that - ( till clearly was getting flustered , lightly punching at ivan's arm . ) yeah .. it could be worse for them . it's probably better if i leave now , you said we'd come get them -
seemed pretty lewd in the moment. the choking definitely didn’t make it seem innocent. ( shoulders lift, and something close to a sigh comes out, however strained due to the damage to his lungs. ) i’m more surprised they haven’t been.. gifted as an apology. they’re better off here than as pets. are you ready? or.. do you want to say one last goodbye?
@paratises !! d - did you have to word it like that ? makes it sound more lewd than it was . you know them .. they're stubborn . they'll keep trying to . ( his head came to rest on the other's back , arms wrapped securely around his waist . ) i hope so ..
mizi is over there. maybe you should spend time with her. she’s the reason you /stayed/.
@paratises !! mizi's not just some random person , ivan . why do you even care so much ? just leave , leave and go be happy on your own .
@paratises !! fine , then i guess we'll just both sit here in silence . you're being ridiculously petty .
/ cb alnst ppl.. also all the beautiful ocs.. im staring at all of u
/ diabolical..
you have to let me go. seven years is a long time. live your life.
@paratises !! i'm still going to hold onto that hope .. i'll just sketch you again and then that way i can't . i do always wonder though how things would be if i just left anakt garden with you -
we both know that’s not true. first it’ll be my voice.. and then you’ll start to forget what i look like. all that will be left after that will just be those eyes, /haunting/ you until you can let go.
