Guess who’s back just downloaded Wattpad again - no one will probably read this or even care enough to do so but just here to say that I’m back :) seeing where I left off definitely gave me a strong sense of nostalgia - in the last two years -probably more- I’ve been offline I have lived a lot… more or less.
I met someone :) whom I am in a happy relationship with, which as a gay boy was very much impossible for me, or so I thought.
I get to visit my home country this year for the first time since I left ten years ago and felt like I found the other half of my spirit there and never felt so alive, although it was short lived I still enjoyed every moment of it.
And in hindsight, I grew and experienced a lot as a person even though it felt like my day has always been the same.
And to be honest I still struggle with my thoughts and mental health as I try not to think much about it. And life still kinda sucks even though I’m probably in my best time in my life rn compared to my past times.
Well life still goes on and I’m happy to be back on Wattpad though idk if I’m ever going to write again since I somewhat lost that passion - I guess I need some more time and inspiration to continue. But we’ll see.
And being back here feels great, I miss the feeling that you get when you read a really good book that hits the right buttons emotionally I miss that kind of feeling - it feels like a drug I am seeking hahah and I’m very thankful that u came across to this world of digital book reading/writing. I would never trade this experience ever and I’ll pay anything to go back to that time where that sense of feeling was my best highs haha. I guess I’m just in my nostalgia train at the moment lol - but damn those were great times.
And if someone is reading this, I love you whoever you are and I hope you have a great week
