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dyle x dandy canob

Diary entry 5-
          
          
          I'm gonna shit my pants
          
          More active on AO3 probably, maybe. Eh, who knows.

Diary entry 4-
          
          Gonna rewrite Mad This Time entirely. I'll leave the original up since its still semi canon, but I don't like how long it's taking me to get to what I want to.

Diary entry 3-
          
          Slowly getting less sick, should be back on my writing shtick soon. I've mostly been on a writers block. I'm trying to figure out how to start ch3 of MTT without it repeating points from previous chapters (notably how toons are motivated by the idea of not being punished/scrapped to do certain things) but urghhhh it's hard.
          
          I will spoil that ch3 segues into the ichor operation, which is why I'm struggling with it in the first place. I need to make half the chapter pre-operation so it's not a sudden jump...
          
          I've also been pretty down in the dumps because of the lack of angryflower content. Everywhere I turn I see moonflower, festiveflower and flowerpop like I don't fucking CAAAARE also it's a coinflip with a 65% chance on if an angryflower shipper is a proshipper or not and it sucks because I hate proshippers (I'm a **recovered** proshipper). They mischaracterise Dandy worse than I do....
          
          
          Err anyways ill try to get ch3 out in March. Hang tight gangalang.
          
          
          I also have 2 other aus in the works... maybe 3..

Diary entry 2-
          
          
          WHY THE FUCK AM I SICK ALL OF A SUDDEN WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN I DONT GO OUTSIDE ENOUGH TO CONTRACT SICKNESS
          
          Anyways my nose hurts so I probably won't be writing for a while, I'm trying so hard to take my mind off things but being sick is agonising. I haven't been sick in maybe a year surprisingly.. ughhhhcan this go away already

I suppose I'll post miscellaneous notes here.
          
          I'm struggling to sit down and write one specific fanfiction right now. I don't have any oneshot ideas because they always end up getting tied to long fics of mine, like my valentines fic idea. Another thing that clashes with that is my desire to just be popular for once; I want to be loved by people unconditionally for the things I make but its never really... happened before. 
          
          Dandys world itself is a popular enough fandom for me to get SOMEWHERE, but I just;; I don't know honestly. Maybe it's also how I'm not confident in my writing, I'm pretty bad at words outside of basic vocabulary. I'm about to turn 18 in maybe a month, so I have worse things to worry about, but I at least wanna go out knowing I made a positive impact on a fandom for once.