tinadiyah

Being a competitive but also unproductive person is quite a pain in the neck. Seeing others achieving a lot while you were about to fall asleep is another level of, I can say jealousy. Oh gawd how I hate myself. I should be happy for them but why would I-

tinadiyah

Being a competitive but also unproductive person is quite a pain in the neck. Seeing others achieving a lot while you were about to fall asleep is another level of, I can say jealousy. Oh gawd how I hate myself. I should be happy for them but why would I-

tinadiyah

Everytime when I heard something from your mouth, my heart will beat so fast. I will imagine something bad will happen by that. And if it happens, my tears will burst out a lot. Nobody knows my feeling. Nobody understand. I hate this feeling. 
          
          But Allah knows everything ❤️

tinadiyah

Assalamualaikum.
          
          Well, before this, I haven't write anything here but tonight, I want to say something. I don't know where should I say or share it but here.
          
          Today, I've archive something that I really really want to. I'm always pray for it, day and night, and now Allah has approve my dua.
          
          I really love this feeling, when I can solat berjemaah with ma dad. It feels like, I don't have to worry about my parents when their time have come.
          
          Yea, I'm speechless. 
          
          Even in my story, what I have written was my dream - what I really want to. I hope this will happen again. Forever. Until my last breath. 
          
          فباي الاء ربكما تكذبان
          
          -Isyak ; 27 May 2020 | Wed❤️