@tinefangirl hello.. congratulations for your wedding and getting a rl wat. I'm honestly so glad you posted here..it really is dry, just like you said. Idk how l'm surviving these days. Most of my favorite stories are gone, I've tried getting into other ships, but nothing holds my attention not even for a day. I find everything fake..BW was home. After them, Ive felt completely homeless. Their stories were and still are my therapy.i keep re-reading them every day like some endless loop cus that's the only thing that makes me feel something. Ik it sounds silly, but it's the only way I cope. Sometimes i get jealous of people who have moved on... like how do they do it? Why can't find something else to pour my heart into?Idk how I'm making it through, especially with the chaos in real life too. But somehow, it's still the
going. Idk what I'm even saying anymore. It just still hurts. Bad