hey guys, sorry for not updating anything. school has been rough i feel like i never fit in, kids are mean to me every day and i end up just feeling sick by the end of it. this guy in my health class keeps calling me ugly and fat, i just feel like everywhere i go i'm being judged for the smallest things. my friend jacob has started to get distant and rude to me but he's also friends with my ex boyfriend, the thing is he was there for me after the breakup but suddenly isn't talking to me at all. i constantly feel left out and that if i wasn't there people would have a much better time. my 'friend' was being really racist in theater saying that she can't think of me the same since i'm 'mexican'(i'm puerto rican) and called me a 'bean'. i just feel like i'm never good enough to be with anyone and i really want to switch schools.