Hi, I think you deserve love! You may feel bad now, but believe me, YOU WORTH SO MUCH even if you don't think so. You are worth living, life is like a rollercoaster, you sit there and the unpleasant things and event happen in your life began, and you hold on tight for your life until it is over. By then, you will realise that you did so much stuff that you could not have done it if you are gone. You will be feeling proud of yourself for overcoming the situation and win your battle even if you had been hurt and left scars. Stay strong and don't let go!