piper polaris

Oh god, okay. Well it's been a long more-than-a-year. Over the last sixteen months I have found myself writing exclusively poetry and losing my interest in story-type creative writing. There's a motivation and drive to poetry that I do not find in narrative works anymore. But recently, I've been wandering around and rediscovering my love for fanfiction-type writing. I have recently been into Redacted Audio on YouTube, and I find the plot and characters fascinating, so I decided to do a little something with it. For fun, last night I was up until almost midnight (as I am while writing this) creating the first one-shot I have written since my George Weasley days nearly three years ago. I made the ultimate decision to start sharing some of my more polished work again, with the condition that there would be no expectation or requirement. I'm just posting it here to put it somewhere, and hopefully some of you will find joy in it. I apologize for my absence. I have had other priorities in life, as we all do. I hope you enjoy Rocket Man, and please check out Redacted Audio. The writing and story line is breathing life force back into my body. 
          
          Love, Piper <3

my life is a lie. i have disappeared off the face of the earth. “hopefully i’ll be more inspired now!” my ass. i am a fool. do not trust september me she is a LIAR. i have not written anything in months lmao

wow i finally got a chapter up! i'm so sorry for the delay. i had an existential crisis over it the other night. i managed to get some paragraphs done during my study hall, because by the time i get home from school i've already used all my energy and motivation and i can't bring myself to write. but i did it! finally, after weeks, i did it! AT LAST we are getting to the good part, so i'll possibly have a bit more inspiration. thank you for being so patient with me, i really appreciate it. 
          
          - piper <3

i’m sorry. it’s just not happening. i don’t know what to do or why. i just can’t. i’m sorry. i’m trying but it’s just not working. i’m sorry 
          
          - piper 

OKAY PLEASE LET ME EXPLAIN
          
          so i went on vacation last week and barely had any time to write and so i didn't get anything done, and, as you're probably aware, school starts literally tomorrow. so it's safe to say i have no motivation, and riddled with fear and anxiety, and am too stressed to do anything but lay in bed and bask in it. so i'm going to keep writing what i can, but updates are probably gonna be kinda slow for a bit as i adjust. I DO HAVE A STUDY HALL THOUGH- THANK THE LORD. so that means i'll have at least some designated time to write if i don't have other things to work on. unfortunatelyyyyy i technically have to prioritize school (ugh), but if you think about it, writing is for school if i want to be a writer/author some day. even if it's just a dumb harry potter fanfiction. but ANYWAY, thanks so much for hanging in there and i promise i'll get my life together soon ;)

hello friends! i'm alive, i promise. i feel like  i disappear between chapters especially when the updates are slightly more irregular. school is starting soon, and i'm going on a week of vacation next week, so my life is picking up in speed again, unfortunately. but good news: i got my chromebook back for school so now i have a more portable way of writing! i think part of the reason i had so little motivation to write recently was because i could only write on my mac and it wasn't comfortable to sit in an office chair for sometimes hours on end. but i finally have my chromebook back so i feel more excited to write! i don't know when chapter eleven of Wolves is going to come out but i'm working on it a little each day (which is more than before). maybe it will be out this weekend but it's more likely that i will get it done sometime during next week or possibly the week after. not sure! thanks for sticking with it, guys!

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hey guys, just wanted to update you on how it's going. i'm currently working on chapter ten of Wolves in my google docs. i've been going through and writing a bit for the past few days and i'm starting to enjoy myself again. i think i needed a small break to just reset myself. you can most likely expect a new chapter by the weekend or during it (i have a family reunion on Saturday so the chapter will be up by Friday or on Sunday). i'm just checking in because i know i got a few new readers the past couple of days and i just wanted to let you all know what's going on! anyways, have a wonderful day :)

hello my children! i would like to let you all know that updates are going to be a little slow for a bit. this might be just for the next chapter or onwards, but i am having such a hard time getting myself to write at the moment. i WANT to write but i just feel my stomach sink at the thought of sitting down and actually working on the current chapter. it’s as if i want the current part to be over and want to be working in the future all the time, and then i feel bad about NOT having done any writing at all. i’m taking a step back for a bit just to make sure i enjoy writing and i don’t want to force myself to do one of my hobbies, because having fun is my top priority and i don’t want writing to become a chore. i will still be doing things like planning out the storyline, daydreaming, and having new ideas all the time. i simply just won’t be updating for a bit. i want to ease up on myself completely for a moment to allow myself some time to enjoy writing instead of doing it to please others, even if there aren’t many who read Wolves anyway. that’s all! i hope you understand, and i love you! 

there’s not gonna be a chapter until a little later this week, like in a few days :) i just have been super unmotivated all week and i’m just doing little steps on the current chapter instead of trying to get it all done.