Fuck people

Some ppl need to understand what uncomfortable looks like.

you left. You fucking left me. you said you would never but yet here I am wanting more of you, needing you, wishing that we had never met just so I don't have to feel this way. what have I done? What the fuck is wrong with me? where did I fuck up for you to leave me? people change I know that, but not that quickly, you left when you were done with me.

yes ik I'm a fuck up, but meeting you just made me realise how much more I am of one

your words capture me,
          my breathing stops when you talk
          can I call you mine?
          or am I that much in need?
          leave kisses on my neck,
          as your fingers tease my thigh
          having no clue what to do,
          I can't get you out my mind.
          you're still a mystery to my eyes
          yet I need to erase you from my mind.
          can't stop listening to your voice
          yet that is my only choice.
          get me on my knees
          and I'll follow your every need.