Hello bbgs, sorry for the delay. I uploaded after a week, which is late by my standards.
I read your suggestions for the switch couple que. Thankyou sm for sharing your thoughts. I have a plot but I'm not planning to write it as of now but maybe later...
How are y'all?
Coz I'm not ok.
Life update~ I actually lost my Nana(grandpa) a few days ago. He'd been my absolute pillar of strength. More than my parents, honestly. Everything that I did in my life was for him.
I already lost my grandma in April. This year has by far been worse for me. I have no words to describe the emptiness I'm feeling right now. I feel completely lost. Like I've no motivation left to work or even move. It's terrible. It's gut-wrenching. I hate this feeling.
I desperately wish to have him back, just for a few years. So that I could spend some more time, share some more memories, discuss plans and politics, watch the cricket matches, tennis, KBC... probably just sit, eat good food and laugh with him.
I was not ready to say goodbye. Not this early. Not so suddenly. I had so much planned for him. I miss him so much. Somewhere, if he could read this, I love you Nana. I could never say this to you properly.
But I guess life happens and it is unfairly, uncertain.
If you guys still have grandparents, please please spend as much time with them as you can. Adulting is hard, it forces you to squeeze yourself to fit every role that is required of you.
But please remember to be that kid again. Especially for your grandparents. Because after your parents, only they remember you as one, no matter how much you've grown up.
I'm still grieving but I haven't forgotten you guys. I uploaded the draft chapters that I've already written previously.
Please give me some time to come back.
I'm sorry for dumping my grief here, but also thankyou for reading till now and for checking up on me. Please take care of yourselves and your loved ones.
xoxo
Your author,
tiya
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