All I have in my life is lie. My smile is fake even my laugh. My friends left me. They don't believe me. They think I'm lieing to them. Is this how a friendship is supposed to be. I will never have a real friend. I will never say to a friend you are my sister or you are part in my life, heart, and family. Thanks to my "friends" I will never trust or have a friend(s) anymore. I'm sorry but if u want to be my friend you have to earn my trust. So for now I see u guys as normal people. My friends ignore me and left me. All of them said I'm not like them or I won't leave u behind. But they did. I tried to make new friends but they lied and left me behind.