I have never ever been able to describe my feelings at certain points in my life where there were just no words that I could form or think of in my head to describe the situation that I was in and how I was feeling what I was feeling whether it was in a relationship or losing somebody whatever. But when I read this book, and I tell you this author the person that wrote it, is talented beyond My imagination is the absolute truth! I highly recommend you download the Wattpad checking this book out it's a free read it's short but it's so detailed in the descriptions of how this person felt about and around and with and without this other person that they were meant to be or not to be with. It'll explain itself all you have to do is read it. I left me speechless. I literally downloaded it, and screenshotted every single page, because that's just how good it is wrote.
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