heya allll,
i know i said i’ll be inactive till after my hsc exams finish, but there’s been a lot going on, i think i made a mistake by leaving all my platforms so early, it gave me no advantage than made me feel like i lost a part of myself, leaving really affected me, in ways i never imagined. this just goes to prove that being a fangirl, having a fanpage, whether it be for wattpad, instagram, twitter or youtube, really matters to me. of course there are more important things than fangirling, especially during the phase i am in, but i can’t risk my mental health anymore. i need a place to escape, a place to come to when i need a break, and that place is this world.
i don’t want to explain my academic life. let’s just say i am no topper and mere studies ke saath jo hona hain voh hoga, that is for me to look at and i will take full responsibility if this decision of mine turns out to be wrong.
now talking about the actual decision, i am back… but not fully/permanently, hear me out, 6 months to my exams and now is not a good time to be doing this, i should have just waited, but trust me, i just needed the satisfaction of being active, i doubt i’ll really be posting things properly– that’s one thing too, yes i’m active, but only semi-active, i’ll be posting whenever i want, no promises, no plans, it’s for me to feel mentally healthy again by bringing back my peace in my life, i’ll be fully focused on my studies, but here and there, when i feel too overwhelmed, i’ll come to editing, it’s a way for me to escape the stress.
for wattpad: writing is a thing i do side by side, i never actually stopped writing, i have phases, i write for a few days then i forget, then come back after months, it’s how i am, for wattpad, it’s going to stay the same, no promises of updating stories, i’ll be working on stories in a specific order, only posting once full completed.
- tanulovekaira
