I just want some rest, there’s so much and yet so little going on in my life. I’ve got new friends, new lover, new problems. Same old enemies. Same old me. How hard would it be to just block a friend and keep the no contact rule? How hard? Harder than you would think.
If they hate me, and I hate them, why do they keep trying to bitch with me, and why do I respond? Am I that gullible? Maybe because they see me as someone they hate, and maybe I see them as what they once were, not what they had become. I need to get over them and move on.