Tobyyy

Hi sorry I went offline again . Sorry again . Life sucks and death is inevitable and I just wanna speed up the process. 

Hi . I’m back . Sorry for being offline for about a month . 

I feel like that hate me all the time
          .  I wanna tell them everything . But I’m so happy and giddy all the time
          Around them . What if they hate me ? I can’t be alone again . Not again. I feel alone already , if they go what I’m I gonna do ? Their my best friends . I don’t want them to hate me . I don’t wanna break down , but if I do and they leave ? I can’t be alone . Not again not anymore . I’m sorry . I’m sorry . I can’t keep going home . I can’t . I can’t keep getting yelled at and .. I can’t . For everything . I can’t . What if . I just disappeared and ended it all ? Would that be better ? I am Just a burden to everyone ?.. would this be a better option ?.  Would Anyone notice if I just disappeared? Would it be better for everyone if I did ?..I wish someone wanted or needed me . I wish I was wanted . I wish someone cared about me ... anyone cared .. I can’t keep crying . I can’t. I just wanna be loved . I’m sorry I’m sorry .  I can’t I’m sorry . I’m sorry . 

Hey .. I’m sorry . I just need to vent . And this is the only place I can do , I’m sorry if you see this . 
          
          I’m sorry . I didn’t mean to make you stop talking to me . I’m sorry if I did  something wrong .. I don’t know what I could have Changed if I said something wrong in roleplay . I’m sorry if it’s my OC I can take her out , it’s no problem . I’m sorry . I’m sorry . I didn’t mean to . I’m sorry . 
          
          I’m sorry . I feel like they hate me all the time . Like he hates me all the time . I try to act happy and giddy all the time , but for how much longer ?.. this is hard . What if I break down ? What happens them ?.. will they stop talking to me ? I can’t have that happen . I can’t be alone again. I can’t be alone again . What if they think less of me ? And hate me ?.. 1/2 

Volleyball is traumatized and I feel so bad

VOLLY BALL YES

oh my pink pearl is so cute , her voice so soft and cute

Pearl and garnet really pulling peridot and I'm all for it , even though I feel for them bc this is really sad rn

Holly looked like blue in one scene looked like blue when white took over tbh . " hi holly , " " bye holly "

deadass in love with jasper rn tho