tobydrawsrps

I have a surgery tomorrow. I'm sort of hoping it doesn't end well.

tobydrawsrps

There's no hope. Im raising hell with every breath. I only feel pain. I tried to follow my heart, but it's too broken to understand. If i had done anything different, i would have been better, i would have filled those gaps so he wouldn't need other lovers. I should be ashamed for this. For having not been good enough, i deserve this pain. All of it. It may just be 3 am depression, but something is missing.  I haven't really eaten or gone outside. I've only slept, cried and read old "i love you"s. Im lost. Never to be found. Only to be forgotten.

tobydrawsrps

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He left me for three others... i fucking trusted him with all my heart, soul, body and mind. I guess I'm just meant to be alone. Its ok though... i have the voice outside. He wouldn't do that... right?

TheMayFlowerUwU

You guys are so sweet  ❤️ I love you all very much no matter who you are because everyday I know you wake up. You have the courage to wake up every morning look at darkness straight in the eye and say 
          “Not today”
          
          You have the courage to smile everyday whether its inside or outside whether you know it or not and say to despair “Not Today”
          
          You have the courage to keep going no matter how you may think otherwise because right now you’re hear reading this message.
          There are kids out there who want to die you know what to tell them ?
          
          “Not today”
          
          
          Post this on at least 12 profiles whether or not they have depression because 
          THEY NEED US AND WE NEED THEM 
          Live and let live ❤️

TheMayFlowerUwU

Hey hi so a while ago you said that I will be able to pick a topic for a chapter in your book 
          A Yander’s love (I’m pretty sure I missed spelled that )
          
          So I way I was thinking that SP could talk with Fell sans about his past  maybe over something sweet (like cake for example)
          And they could say something charming and stuff (•~•)
          
          I didn’t want to change anything in fells past because I have a feeling that you already have something in mind 
          
          And feel free to fill in some of the blanks(sorry I’m not good a fluff) 
          
          Anyway thanks for the prize can’t wait for the next chapter 
          
          Oh and sort it took soooo long to reply I been extremely busy lately 
          
          Ok bye