todobaku_4_life

Sorry to everyone following me, but I'm starting a new account. I explained more in my description, but I hope y'all understand. You'll be able to find me again on my new account:
          	
          	@C0nfused_Gae
          	
          	
          	Thank you all,
          	
          	       ~ Author <3

NagitosHopeFetish

@todobaku_4_life I followed you on your new account 
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todobaku_4_life

So, sorry for not being on Wattpad for so long, but I just wanted to tell you guys that I'm not gonna be on Wattpad for a while. I'm gonna TRY to work on my mental health so that I can work on my story's again and put more effort into them. I hope you all understand.
           
                                              ~°Author°~

MehIsLol

@todobaku_4_life Take your time! I hope you'll get better!! ^^
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todobaku_4_life

Ok, I feel like my brain is broken. I have so little inspiration to do absolutely anything. Like, it's really affecting me. Also, only a few people in my school ( and in general ) know that I'm lesbian, and these two boys keep teasing me about things. A few days ago, one of them asked me if I wanted a man to bow down to me, and I said no, so he said " oh. OH!! So you want a WOMAN to bow down to you?! " And I panicked and said no after I recovered from freezing up. I always go to my friend for comfort, also because I might, maybe have... A... Crush, on, her? Anyways, I'm very emotionally stressed and drained, my home situation is getting progressively worse, ( my brother becoming more and more aggressive/abusive, and constant yelling and fighting )  but I'm grateful that you all ( and my mom ) are excepting, l the rest of my family is extremely religious, and with Christmas coming up, I'm extremely nervous, because I'm afraid to come out to them, due to the fact that they might not except me and will look down on me for liking girls.
          I am also extremely sorry for not posting for my 'dangerous waters'  fanfic, I just don't have enough motivation right now, and I use Wattpad as a coping mechanism to distract myself from my depression and suicidal thoughts, ( yes suicidal ) and I thank the creators of Wattpad, because this app has really helped me. That's really it. I also probably won't be posting chapters for a while. 
                
                                                - Author~Chan  ♥️

todobaku_4_life

@MehIsLol  thank you, you don't even know how much I needed that <3
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MehIsLol

I know I'm kinda late :/
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MehIsLol

@todobaku_4_life I wish u luck and I hope you'll be happy!!
            I am behind you, and if you need support you'll get a whole lotta bunch of it!
            Don't give up!! A bright future awaits!!
            ÙwÚ
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todobaku_4_life

Hello to the people who read my shinkami story, and my followers, thank you for supporting me through this tough spot I'm currently in! I will be trying to write longer chapters! My mind isn't in the best place right now but I will still.try to post as often as I can!     
                                                   -Author~chan ♥️