Hello my lovelys,
If anyone had me on discord I apologize for the abrupt halt in messages and I owe you an explanation. This is my formal apology to anyone I hurt discord wise or reader wise for not updating and just disappearing.
Over the past few months I have been diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety and I did struggle alot before going offline completely. I took drastic measures to help my mental health because I was working like crazy to produce chapters that ended up not being as good as I wanted them to be.
I made some bad choices that effected me and others and I am forever sorry for that because I wasn't in any state to make those choices and I recognize that. Now my mental health is on track to being better but it's not there yet so I'm taking small steps towards getting better.
Sometimes you have to hurt others to help yourself and that's exactly what I did but it doesn't mean I'm not apologetic for those who got hurt in my abrupt disappearance.
From now on I am Wisp, bean was a person who allowed herself to struggle for others which nearly cost her her life (I was bean please do not be confused we are not seperate people). Wisp is the woman I am now who can confidently take her mental health into her own hands and shape her future to be whatever she wants it to be.
Much love my darlings xx