can't remember how to say your name. (i think about her everyday. every little thing reminds me of her. "oh she would have liked this' 'i remember when she..' 'oh this is her favorite'.. its gotten so bad to the point where i even got with other people to get rid of these feelings i still have for her, and its shitty ik. but i can't help but miss her even if its already been 3 months without her. I try to convince myself that i don't love her anymore but its hard. How can she expect me to love her for 1 year, 4 months and 1 week, 23 hours and 40 mins then expect me to lose feeling instantly? And the fact she left without letting me say goodbye to her makes me crave her even more. I miss her so so much.)