wattpad_user

Hi, I am Jennifer and tbh I don't know what happend behind me. I just know that when I try to login in to my Id on insta. It wasn't there and Instagram ban me from making anyother accounts and If I successfully made one of them they instantly just deactivate or log out me from there.
          	I try my best to contact you but don't have your number or anything. I don't have the picture of yours too anymore. I don't know where they went. They were in my laptop with your name as folder name. I don't have your letter too, that lexi gave me. That was so dear to me and I don't know where I lost it. I had a long conversation with lexi about it but she said she deleted the soft copy of it. I don't blame her she is so nice to print that for us and it was my bad that i lost it.
          	My wattpad account doesn't have my story anymore too and the complete story that I write when I was in hospital.i don't know where that went.
          	I just feel like lost and everyone around me is just so fast and in future then me. Sometimes I think I just lost the time record of my life. And I just try to find everything on a daily base and then feel fail every fucking day...
          	Hey k , I miss you so much and I hope you are doing great. My half head have no hairs now bcz of surgery and I am thinking of shaving my whole head. I visit hospital almost everyday and have a bunch of medicines 3 times a day (ahhhhhhh I am tired of those little white yellow monsters!!) Can't wait to talk to you again. If you read this, I hope you do. Write me back. I am desperate to hear anything from you. Its been ages of our last chat. Love you alot.
          	Jennifer
          	17.feb.2022