cone of depression

I understand that people like my work, but I’m thinking of rewriting watch and learn. I put many hours into it, and it’d break my heart to put all of it in the trash, but my writing makes me cringe. This is from middle school. I have evolved as a writer and I don’t like the way my works have been written. I will still have them both up, but as discontinued and I will eventually write the evolved versions of them, making them have more of a storyline and flow rather than random events because I can’t think of anything fundamental to further the poorly built plot. Keep an eye out for those. 
          
          Still looking for a co-writer! PM me if you’re interested! 
          
          High school has been rough, especially with AP classes and mental and health disorders along the way. I will be writing more, now that me and my friends have started a group account on here again. I have a lot to catch up on, but I promise that I’ll update once a month on the rewrites!

Before you come at me saying that I haven't updated in forever, I'm working on it. But rn I'm crying so let me say this...:
          Chester Bennington of Linkin Park committed suicide. Linkin Park is my favorite band of all time and I've listened to them since I was five years old. Linkin Park has had many hits that even people who don't even know what Linkin Park is know these songs. Whenever I write I always listen to this band bc it gives me so much inspiration. It's thundering outside and pouring and I'm playing Castle of Glass(my favorite song ever and the one that got me into the band) on full blast and repeat. My heart goes out to Chester's family and wife, his closest friends and band members, and for his fans like me who are crying in a corner asking to see their therapist. I just needed to get that off my chest...

I haven't been able to keep up with my other books lately. I'm gonna put everything on hold except for Watch and Learn. That's gonna be a priority. If anybody would like to co-write any books please pm me.  

Guys-
          Recently it has come to my attention that my best friends want to commit suicide. Fortunately, I've been able to talk them out of it. But I've been thinking about how this is a worldwide problem. Everybody just says think of all the good things in life or your future or something. Yes, those are some reasons that could save some lives, but maybe people want to know that there's people out there who will do everything they can to convince people that it's not worth it. 
          
          Wattpad has a 'no more bullying' book to prevent cyber bullying, but what about the large amount of people who suffer from depression, the little voices in their head, or suicidal thoughts? I don't think I've seen a tag or hashtag for that anywhere. Maybe that's why it's in so many books. The concept of cutting, or suicidal thoughts. Because so many people can relate to it. Why won't Wattpad take notice of that?!
          
          I really want to help people. I'm available to anyone who needs to talk. That's why me and my friends created a hashtag #talkitout. Some people would feel a lot better if the weight or burden was of their shoulders. I want those people to know that there are people who care. I can't reach all millions of those people, which is why I want you guys to help spread the hashtag. Facebook, Twitter, Wattpad, Instagram, everywhere. I want people to see this going on and know that someone is trying to help.
          
          I really hope that people see this and take action for it. Because I am completely serious when I say I want to help. Just pm me, and I'll do everything I can to help out. So let's start here, guys. #talkitout

WE DID IT!!! WE REACHED 50 FOLLOWERS!!! You have no idea on how that means to me. I guess my next goal would be 75. But thanks!

I decided I'm only gonna be working on two books at a time. Watch and Learn(because it's my most popular book{mostly because I put more effort into it than the others}) and Stunts n Stuff(because it's my newest.). So don't get mad if your favorite book isn't getting updated.

Thnx for the follow back,Love

I love your picture! So kawwaii! :3

The other day, I was at my friend's house. Her boyfriend came over.
          He said to me, "Where's your boyfriend?" I replied. "Somewhere."  "You should call him."  "Don't know his number."  "Maybe next time, I could meet him."  "Yeah, in like, twenty years when I start looking for him." He got quiet. He finally caught on. #foreveralone

Next week is April Vacation for me. I have the whole week off, meaning that there probably will be a ton of updates. Just saying so no one gets mad that I am not updating. 
          Bye! tontteey out!