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So I decided to get off of Pinterest for a while. Don't get me wrong, I love the app and it's one of my favs. But, when I open it, at first, it's all happy stuff– book ideas, anime and stuff, but then as I keep scrolling, a lot of depressing stuff comes up.
It's only been a few days since I had a breakup. I had been expecting it so it's not THAT hard getting over it. I'm happy and all most of the time. But when these things show up, I somehow end up watching the whole thing and I end up thinking
“Where did I go wrong?”
“Why wasn't I enough?”
“What did I do wrong that he lost feelings for me?”
“Just why me?”
Then I end up thinking -
“Why do I care about this when he doesn't?”
“Why am I the only one who keeps thinking about this and ruining my day?”
“If he didn't give a shit about me and all that time we spent together, why should I?”
And those feelings remain until I somehow distract myself from them.
A lot of people have helped me through it — with and without their knowledge. So, thanks to all of them.
Just remember, there is someone out there who truly loves you without expecting anything back.
Like — Ash and Eiji
Meruem and Komugi
Misaki and Usui
Kou and Futaba
Rika and Yuuta
Miyamura and Hori
Haru and Shizuku
Kyo and Tohru
Tomoe and Nanami
Hotaru and Gin
Sawako and Kazehaya
If I keep going, it'll probably never end-
So just remember – You are loved.
I love u guys. Also, tysm for reading this huge rant <33