i love you, zayn malik. i've loved you and the boys for this entire time, and i'll never stop. although i'm extremely sad and upset and heartbroken that zayn is leaving the band, i support his decision. his health, both mental and physical, should and will always come first. he will forever have a place in my heart and i'm extremely proud of him and the boys. please don't make his decision harder than it already is, please support him. don't hurt yourselves over him leaving the band, he isn't leaving you. zayn loves you as much as you love him. we love you zayn, thank you for all of the laughs and smiles you have given me these 5 years.