toolatetotryhard

hello! Iā€™ve been thinking about this for awhile now. itā€™s upsetting to me, but Iā€™m going to delete Lucifer. the book doesnā€™t represent who I am today and I would rather not keep it on my page. it was the first book I was proud of, but itā€™s time to let go of the past. I want to be a professional writer, and write stories with characters not from real life. Iā€™m not saying fanfic writers arenā€™t professionalā€”Anna Todd did it (and has a movie coming out). fanfiction isnā€™t my passion anymore, and I quit writing fanfiction against a year ago. Lucifer isnā€™t who I am today, even though I know so many people loved it, I donā€™t. I donā€™t love it, and I donā€™t want to keep those negative feelings just for the sake of people reading it. Iā€™m sorry to everyone whoā€™s ever enjoyed it, but itā€™s time to say goodbye.
          	
          	           yours truly,
          	                makenzie 
          	
          	

toolatetotryhard

hello! Iā€™ve been thinking about this for awhile now. itā€™s upsetting to me, but Iā€™m going to delete Lucifer. the book doesnā€™t represent who I am today and I would rather not keep it on my page. it was the first book I was proud of, but itā€™s time to let go of the past. I want to be a professional writer, and write stories with characters not from real life. Iā€™m not saying fanfic writers arenā€™t professionalā€”Anna Todd did it (and has a movie coming out). fanfiction isnā€™t my passion anymore, and I quit writing fanfiction against a year ago. Lucifer isnā€™t who I am today, even though I know so many people loved it, I donā€™t. I donā€™t love it, and I donā€™t want to keep those negative feelings just for the sake of people reading it. Iā€™m sorry to everyone whoā€™s ever enjoyed it, but itā€™s time to say goodbye.
          
                     yours truly,
                          makenzie 
          
          

toolatetotryhard

hi guys! itā€™s pretty late right now but I felt like giving a massive update into my life right now. itā€™s summer break, which means Iā€™ve been pretty bored and Iā€™ve been trying to get back into writing. this morning, I went through all of my drafts and missed that feeling I would get when writing. thereā€™s this book Iā€™m excited about writing but have no idea where Iā€™m going with it. itā€™s something I want to release when itā€™s all done and edited, because then itā€™ll be at its best. Iā€™ve been reading some books too to try and get inspiration. I miss writing, I almost miss it too much, because it was my escape. I also have a short story idea that Iā€™ve been dying to write, but I really want to find that spark I once had. Iā€™ve had writerā€™s block for a year, like a legit year, but Iā€™m slowly regaining the wanting... needing to write. I see the Lucifer is almost to 5k reads, which is wild to me, because I look back on it and I think that it never wouldā€™ve reached a 1k. I also cringe when reading it now, but I think that happens to all writers. I hope to be releasing a book within a year, maybe, I miss seeing everyone reading and commenting on my stories. I miss laughing every time I read a funny comment left on a chapter. I just miss that feeling of someone enjoying my stories. I miss that feeling of writing.
          
          all the love,
                       Makenzie

toolatetotryhard

also, I still love 5sos with my whole heart, and Iā€™m so excited for next week for the new album! 
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toolatetotryhard

hey guys! Iā€™ve been on Christmas break for a few days now, and Iā€™ve realised quite a few things. Iā€™ve been writing fanfiction since 2014, and my heart just isnā€™t in it anymore. I love 5sos with all my heart and I hope they release new music soon, but I donā€™t have the passion to write about them anymore. Iā€™m still going to keep my completed books up, because people are still reading them and enjoying them. all of my book ideas containing 5sos will be actual characters now, but I might still cast them as the characters. like I said, I still love them, but people grow out of writing fanfiction; it happens. Iā€™m so thankful for all those whoā€™ve read my work and wished for me to continue. if you love my writing and want to stay to see what I do, itā€™d be greatly appreciated. thank you all for understanding.
          
                      Yours truly,
                                    Makenzie

toolatetotryhard

I don't even know where to start. so hi, it's me, your girl, and yes, I've been gone for awhile. I started school literally a week ago, and I don't know when I'll be able to continue this account. I'm working on a secret project right now for this account and I don't know when that's coming out. plus, I've been in some serious writer's block. I hope you all understand what's been going on. I love you all, and I hope to see you guys soon!
          
          yours truly,
                       Makenzie

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hey, guys!
          I haven't been updating recently, and I apologise for my absence. My creativity hasn't been with me lately, so I had no motivation to write. I want to give all of my effort, instead of publishing a half-assed chapter. I hope to write more again, but I'm not sure right now. Thank you for understanding!
          
                  Yours truly, 
                               Makenzie

toolatetotryhard

I'm back, and with updates! Okay, so Breakeven is going to be put on hold, and unpublished for now. As of today, I will be posting a new story called Bad Dreams. It's the rewritten version of one of my first books on here. I hope you enjoy!
          
                Yours truly,
                             Makenzie 

toolatetotryhard

hey! I'm taking a small break on writing. I probably won't be updating for a month or so, because I haven't been writing at all. My ambition to write has decreased a lot, and I want to rediscover it. I hope you guys understand. Love you!
          
                  Yours truly,
                               Makenzie