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Hi!
Sorry I've been kind of MIA for ages, and not replying to comments/messages like I used to. No, I'm not dead (yay?). You don't have to read this, but it's here for anyone who is wondering what the hell happened
I thought I'd better explain...
Once I finished writing TBOTC, all the attention it was getting (and still gets omg) was kinda overwhelming.
And I was going through a pretty bad point in my life, which sucked, but all the nice comments and all the likes and everything just made me so freaking happy - like more happy than I've ever been.
But that, of course, worked both ways. At any hint of criticism kind of crushed me. Badly.
And yes I know I have weak self-esteem - I'm working on it.
But anyway. I kind of focused on all the bad stuff, and along with exam stress + family shit I was just really unhappy.
Finally I just decided to leave all this alone, and finally I kind of forgot about it.
I still have been writing and being a massive nerd, but just kind of privately.
But I'm back now, sort of. I don't know if I'll be writing much, because I kind of have a fear of all that happening again.
But I think I might try it.
Maybe just some oneshots or something. I don't know.
Writing is one of the things that truly makes me happy, but I've always done it just for me.
I'm not really sure where I'm going with all this, but I guess I wanna say sorry, and thanks for all the support, and maybe you'll see me around here more often from now on.
Again, thank you all so freaking much
- M
P. S
I feel so uncomfortable sharing this but I'm just gonna do it. I really hate admitting weakness (who doesn't?) but hey what's the worst that could happen I guess