Social Anxiety

Hi

Hey my lovely followers.
          
          I know how I havent updated in a long time and I'm so so sorry for that. I've been struggling with my mental health lately and have only been able to do basic stuff. I'm far behind with school work and it seems all I'm doing is cleaning and then sleeping. I'm sorry for not being able to write more of my book for you all. I really have been meaning to get to it and I dont want to disappoint people by not continuing it.
          
          Basically, I'm sorry. I'll be able to write more for you all soon. I hope you guys will understand to an extent. I hope you're having a wonderful day/evening/night.

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It's my Birthday! 
          
          Not like anyone cares though..

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https://youtu.be/_Se-V9zQnS4
          
          It made me smile. It's cute. 

Does anyone else feel like trash? For one reason or another, I feel like trash when I talk to people. I feel like I'm bugging them when they could be doing much more important things, I feel like I make things awkward and trashy then they force themselves to continue talking with me. 
          
          I feel like trash because it seems like I drive all my close friends away... I have a childhood friend who now gets snappy with me almost anytime I talk.. lord, why am I so annoying? 
          
          Anyways- sorry for bugging you guys (the one ot two people that might even bother to look at this) but it felt kinda good to just rant out randomly. 

Hey
          I'm the Titan potato called Deathchan! But you can call me Joey! I found your profile threw my friend Micookofanfic. I know you and I have the same thoughts. I just wanted you to know please don't end it so soon. You have alot to experience in life. Your friends and family will miss you. I was one of those friends that tried to end it all. Please if you need someone to talk to just know I'm here. I've felt those feelings before. Please stop hurting yourself. Your beautiful and pretty. I love you! No homo...

Hey
          Thanx for trying to help them...
          I know what it feels like and I had friends who felt that way.
          One even tried to end it all. I just wanted to say that keep giving them positive comments about how they inspire you or how you love how they wright stories. Anything, even little things, that are small can help a ton. I've done this before with other writers and it help them see that the lies that others, or themselves, drilled into their mind was false. 
          Once again plz try to help them. You'll feel proud of yourself if you do...
          Thank you for your time...
          -Mi_Cuckoo Fanfic