tornjeanz

I uploaded the second part of the summerz one shot!!!
          	Check it out if you love mature and possessive love making.
          	Next is stellaXreader by @nelliJ0

tornjeanz

I uploaded the Summerz one shot ( Kazuha and Chaewon ) 
          The ship recommended by @ItsJustMeTheA 
          The plot is from my own imagination
          I divided it into 2 parts, part 1 is uploaded.
          Part 2 of that will be out soon

tornjeanz

@ItsJustMeTheA I wish my friends would kidnap me someday too
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tornjeanz

I uploaded another one-shot guys recommended by @ItsJustMeTheA , I am sure you guys will see love from a new direction. Enjoy the reading.
          
          Also, the next one shot is Park MinjuXReader

nelliJ0

@tornjeanz OMG YES IM SO EXCITED
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tornjeanz

@rayy000hann Yes I was going through my Yunju book, I saw your username and profile changed !! 
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tornjeanz

Boompala solo member versions 
          Boompala champion remix 
          Boompala ft. Guru Randhawa 
          Boompala ft. Santos Bravos 
          
          What's next guys? 
          Boompala ft. Kim Garam ?? ♡〰♡

tornjeanz

@nelliJ0 I am guessing another brainrott. Wish New Jeans was there too :(
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nelliJ0

@tornjeanz that's actually so insane I really want to know how they'll make a song with 16/14 people. I feel like it'll also kinda prove if Manon's still in the group if they include chaewon or not yk
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tornjeanz

I opened a new tik tok account where I will occasionally post some yunju one shots, I made it public now.
          I loveee Yunju so I thought wattpad isn't enough for them.
          I posted one today, you can check it out.
          Acc username: yunjusenthusiast_

tornjeanz

@nelliJ0 it is okay, take your time
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nelliJ0

@tornjeanz yaaaaa I'll inform you when im back on there I need to mentally prepare lmao (and im also kinda lazy rn)
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tornjeanz

Today I got news ( in my academic/career ) that just crushed me inside out.
          I came this close to getting something but just missed it by a hair width.
          
          The feeling you get when you desperately want something to be in your favour and work for it to happen for years only for it to shatter your heart in several pieces is what I am going through right now.
          
          I hope even my worst enemies never go through the feeling I am feeling.
          I hope none of you all face the heartbreak that makes your stomach and chest pain, the one that is thousand times more painful when your crush dates someone else, the pain that makes you cry so much that you end up puking.
          
          I don't even want to turn back the time to change it because I know if it were possible it wouldn't change the fact that I was incapable of achieving it, maybe I was the least experienced in this field, maybe I am one of the youngest in this field but it still hurts.
          
          I cried today for the first time in 2026 and this was the most silent crying I have had in my whole life, I didn't shout, I didn't punch the bed, I just cried silently while closing my eyes.
          
          Why did I come this far and qualify several phases of this by beating hundreds of thousands of people only to lose it at the last stage? 
          I was in the top 18k out of 800k before the last stage which even included people in their 20s, 30s and even 40s but couldn't get in the top 4k out of the final 18k. My number sounds good as there were 800k people but right now I am in the same position as the last person as I didn't get it.
          
          I am ashamed of myself as I was a school topper but now I feel like a loser.
          It is not easy to do everything all over again, motivation will do nothing on me when I lost a huge part of myself today.
          
          But I won't disappear as I know this pain is temporary even though I know my heart will always remember how it was crushed into millions of pieces on 03/06/2026
          I will be updating regularly as usual though as that will only help me cope with this pain. 
          

nelliJ0

@tornjeanz it is as long as you stay optimistic(I know that can be hard) :)
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tornjeanz

@nelliJ0 AWW, thank u sm. I hope this mantra actually is true
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nelliJ0

@tornjeanz that sucks and no-one should go through something like that :( im not good at giving advice or comforting but I am a firm believer of the mantra: everything happens for a reason and there is something better down the road.
            
            Don't give up girl!
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