I've been very exhausted for a while. I can't feel the feelings that are must be existed. I guess she really fed up with me but ı fed up too .I'm sinking in the deep end.
I feel vulnerable against all of the creatures around me and weirdly I started getting used to.
But I still look for someones which are too far from me roughly about 20 minutes or two bus
When your nightmares chase you.You can't separe time to them who are valuable for your whole life.But things that are good hide and wait to be find if you can find.
There is like a lost city,cold and alone.U cant find anybody anymore*
But u can memorize/remember,cause u know that u were happy like a child.
That's what hurst the most.What a shame..