tosi-asmoaa

I’m back, lmfao
          	
          	I disappeared for a while, but literally idk 
          	
          	AO3 is my safe haven for writings so I just come here for the crack ships and poetry.

Atelopii

Damn I was deppresso back in 2018/2019 lolol
          
          I went back to my old account (this one) and I saw all of these old messages of people encouraging/ridiculing me from the way I kinda just yeeted my book “Him?!” (A roommate/college AU in the countryhumans fandom) that had about 27k reads on it right into the trash bc I thought it sucked and it was really messing with me mentally. I got messages from a few people that honestly brought me down more, bc no joke compliments mess w/ me, but I’m actually super glad from the way I got better! Here in 2020, it sucked, I lost a few people who were close to my heart, but instead of letting it bring me down more, I’ve learnt and grown from it! I’ve stopped laughing and joking less as a coping mechanism and more because I think something is funny! I have to give thanks to a lot of people in my life so... thanks! 
          
          For those of you who haven’t figured out yet this is my new account, and my not depressed account as well :p

iced-black-coffee

@Atelopii 2020 did suck though :'((
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Phoneboi1

Please....Just dont think about the bad stuff!You made a book that hit 5k or more!it was popular altough you have 84 followers,You managed to get yourself to success,dont bring yourself down now!Listen to me...Dont make my mistake...Do it for your loved ones!Dont do it!

666NekoWeeb666

This is not fun anymore.I keep seeing you being like this.  I am not telling you to be happy, that's stupid, and I am not telling you to talk it out either. I am telling you to try and think about it. You are a human, even if there are so many things that you hate about yourself, there is always one thing that you didn't discover, something that makes you special and gives you a reason to live. Think about the people that left you, and don't remember them for the persons they are now, but the persons they were, and take your time to accept that, they werent the right friends. Try to focus on something that you love to do, and do it more. Don't feel ashamed if you feel sad or depressive, there is nothing wrong with it, you are just doing what a human is supposed to do sometimes. 
          
          If you ever have the need to tell me about something, I will always be here. Many people will be here, because we worry for you, we CARE, and not only us. Don't forget that.

666NekoWeeb666

this message may be offensive 
 You need to understand that your problems are important, yes, there are people who have it worse, but let me explain it. 
            
            
            People are in the hospitals, with many problems, like cancer. 
            
            But even the smallest thing can make you suffer, more and more
            
            Then depression and other shit
            
            Things go by, and you want to die
            
            One day, you commit suicide
            
            And you die
            
            Like the people in the hospital,  with "bigger problems than yours"
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tosi-asmoaa

My book “Him?!” Has over 5k reads, so I’m thinking about doing one of two things. Either making a meme remake of a chapter, or having publishing a new book. I also have a new OC being made soon. What should I do?

666NekoWeeb666

@gamergirl-olive If you want, you could do a meme, but many people love your book, so I think you should focus on it
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tosi-asmoaa

Sadly, I won’t be posting on schedule because of procrastination and laziness with a punch of schoolwork, but I will try to post tomorrow or the next scheduled time. Sorry broskis and queens (or both/ different gender-) so uh sorry doods
          ;-;