totally_not_kiki

Okey if anyone sees this I’m trying to make a secret tumblr account because I have nothing to check all day all the time and I keep wanting to post cool ideas I have or ask specific questions that I can’t ask here (no one would get it) and my sister is super unhelpful :/
          Buuuut I use “totallynot_kiki” for everything and this is supposed to be a secret account so I need another name! I want to do something with the name Alvera (also from my story btw) that also sounds cool and is maybe related to the fandoms I’m in but I can’t think of any ideas and my sister isn’t being helpful (she’s the only other person I can ask… one reason I need a secret account!) sooooo do any of you have ideas??

Okey I’m starting to think announcements are broken again because wdym I’ve only had like 10 notifications in 2 full days?? That never happens! If anyone sees this then tell me if I’m going crazy or if they’re actually broken cuz this is really weird

Okey at this point I’ve already made a lot of announcements so like if I’m caught making another one it’s not really gonna matter so… I remembered this random story for some reason
          One time in like 4th grade my teacher had this like math challenge and whoever solved it got a prize or something, I don’t actually remember what it was, or even much about the challenge in general, but I do remember what the actual challenge was, and there’s a vague memory of cutting pieces of paper for some reason?? I don’t remember why
          Anyway the challenge was simple: what 3 numbers equal the same number if they are added or multiplied together?
          And like no one could figure it out and we spent a while on this, I think there was a sub or maybe it was the end of the year or it was just some event or something because we never revisited it or really talked about it again, but I remember that I actually solved it!!
          There might have been more people that solved it but I don’t think so and I can’t remember anyone else solving it, or at least I remember feeling super cool being the only one who got it. Idk, it was a whileeee ago now but I randomly remembered this challenge I got in 4th grade
          I still dunno why we never revisited it or anything though, I feel like it might’ve been a sub but I just can’t remember
          
          
          
          
          
          
          (The numbers were 1, 2, and 3 btw if anyone was wondering)

Is it just me or did I get like almost zero notifications for the past 2 days? Even for stories that should’ve been updating? I actually checked one and there was an update that I missed because it didn’t notify me
          Is this a glitch? Should I be worried? Is this happening to anyone else? Or am I just literally getting no notifications and it’s a super weird coincidence?
          I’m super confused so o just had to post about it

Okey I literally have nowhere else to say this and my sister disagrees but I’m writing a story right now about a fandom I’ve become obsessed with recently (same story as my last announcement actually) and I have the PERFECT time to add an epic the musical reference to it…
          “Is it you? Have my prayers been answered?” (Character who’s been trying to rescue other character for months and finally sees them again)
          “Is it really you standing there, or am I dreaming once more?” (Character about to be rescued, who has seen fake visions of other character to specifically trigger emotional pain)
          “You look different… your eyes look tired, your frame is lighter, your smile torn…” (character who’s rescuing other character, who has been put through terrible trials to learn stuff including a fighting one that almost killed them, an emotional one that mentally killed him, and all in winter where there is barely any food)
          “Is it really you, oh [insert character about to be rescued’s name]?” (The character doing the rescuing, but theoretically they could say it at the same time with different names)
          It’s actually a perfect instance but it’s kinda ridiculous to add it and my sister disagrees, but… I’m just wondering…

ARKSUDHDHD I don’t like posting here but I literally have nowhere else to do it so…
          I highly doubt anyone here is in the life series fandom but even if you aren’t you should know I just wrote the most angsty thing I’ve ever written and I’m actually kinda scared to know if I should actually end up posting this story? It would be on ao3, obviously, and I’d have to finish it which I’ll probably do either way but like…
          Idk I needed to say something because my sister is on a sort of camping trip for a few days and she’s the only one who knows about it and the story of stuff it’s about so I needed to tell someone…
          If, by come miracle, someone here knows what the life series is and is somewhat related to the fandom, it’s an au of an au of an au about this story I read called “Ad Astra” on ao3 (it’s amazing btw but if you don’t know the life series it will NOT make sense) with an alternate angsty ending
          I don’t actually write out that many stories, but I know this is definitely the saddest and I don’t know how or why I’ve done this. Maybe people will enjoy it, my biggest dream is someone cries over one of my stories (well not really but it would feel really cool) and that sounds weird out of context!! Anyways~
          
          Yeah idk if anyone cares lol but I couldn’t stand no one knowing about it so…

hello ml, im just here to say toy are amazing and i love u!! <333

Hiii I don’t post often but @LordDex121 has an AMAZING epic the musical club for all the fans out there!! You should totally join if you like it!!

Hi, tysm for the follow    

you have been booped! :D  You must send this to 10 different people now. NO GROUP CHATS!
          
          (Sry if you don’t wanna do this I think booping is fun)