If u read this, okay. If not, then this is just a log: Recently, when i was released in 2022, i didnt feel any different. I knew that i messed up and i knew that i needed to change. I was hurting still but for no other reason then wondering if i was alive. My dad disowned me and Dylan also disowned me. My mom was leaving and i was broken.
I still gamed but it was a mask since i no longer felt like me. I tried reaching out to u at first, but ig you felt a bit torn. Betrayed that we were close, and angered becz i was an idiot who shouldve listened to u.
Well long story short, i found a woman who helped me. She even saved me from suicide. She helped me back on the path of Christ, which i take very serious, and within 3 weeks ago, i moved to CA to be with her and now im putting my life together with the help of Church. Funny thing, the gal, Ruth. Her bro is a pastor and so is her dad. She herself leads a ministry. She keeps saying its a lot of pressure to be with her and i disagree. You know why i say that. Out of everything ive endured, Christian moralities cant top any of it. Plus im fully involved with God so how could i be overwhelmed? Katie/Gaylen, whatever name u go by. Ruth is the one. How i feel about her tops everything ive ever felt for you, no offense. You were my first gf so i always had you as my dating preference, but it changed with time but my exact standards (the 500/500) fit Ruth to the T. So im gonna marry her. When? Im hoping to propose at the end of the year.
It would be nice to hear what u say. What questions u have about the woman who claimed the heart of your old friend. If you are willing to talk, text me. (213)5781637. Or email me. tjrutowski@yahoo.com
Otherwise, i hope you enjoy life ahead. Im glad to have had our time together. No matter how much we fought. You were the origin to Lovers Promise and youll always be my dear friend. Take care and God bless you.
Sincerelly, TJ
