FEEL FREE TO MESSAGE ME, IM COOL... maybe... not...

• Im 16 yrs old
• Extremely introverted... like social interaction... how about no... thxs...
• I was birthed into this world in June
• Want to change my name to Riley (sounds more gender neutral than my birth name)
• Obessed with youtube (tried to make my own channel and failed horrendously)
• Im bisexual  🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈
• Im say I'm nonbinary but honestly I feel that I am fully trans ftm 🤷‍♂️
• I havent came out of the closet so shh (my family who'd probably disown me are the reason)
• I love tøp, p!atd, fob, mcr... etc.
• My hair is dyed white like really white! (LOVE IT)
• My favorite color is black (like my soul)
• And im dying inside! not so slowly anymore either... god kill me... please... wow...

Afraid I am afraid of feeling afraid. Afraid of the feeling of failing and the feeling of succeeding. Afraid of dying and of living. Afraid of being lonely yet afraid of being loved. So... I... just... don't ...feel because feeling is the reason behind fear so I won't be failing or succeeding, living or dying or feeling lonely or loved. I will feel nothing because nothing is...comforting nothing means not being hurt by the jumpscares of life.
- Written by not me