toxic-city

i miss her

toxic-city

i used to think i could never again be happy because everyone i cared about either left or died. i spent so much time thinking about death. people expected me to fail, and i lived up to their expectations. 
          that was such a dark phase in my life and not a day goes in my life where i don’t think about them. 
          but i’m sick of failing. happiness is not overrated. i need happiness. you need happiness. we need happiness. the world lacks happiness. 
          i’m not going to make people suffer now because of me, and i’m not going to make myself suffer because of me.
          (i love you tyler, sophia lauren, annalise, peep. you all meant so much to me.)