toxicallyhes

I finally have my 5/4 access to solo DM's, along with 5sos 

toxicallyhes

It's not going to be the same. I was in my first class of the day when I checked Twitter and saw the news. I hoped and prayed that it was just a hoax or one of those annoying rumors, but then I googled it. There it was. "Zayn Malik leaving One Direction: confirmed." I cried so hard today and I have been told that I was stupid to cry over this, but they don't know anything. This band has changed my life in ways that nobody would have thought was possible. Yes, the band is continuing on...but only with 4/5 members.  
          It's surreal and I can only pray to God above that this was just a sick joke, but it isn't. He was so unhappy that he literally paid TEN MILLION dollars just to get out. I never got to go to my first concert. And now when I do, it wouldn't be what I imagined. It won't be Harry, Liam, Louis, Niall, and Zayn. I understand his decision, but I hope that maybe he will join again--whether it is a few months or a few years. But I hope. If anyone needs to talk, message me or kik me at: _simplywhitneyxoxo_
          
          Let's stick together, guys. We've been through too much and I am sure we can get through this. It's what Zayn and the others would want.