t r i n♡

I've come to the point where I don't have motivation to continue writing and finishing my stories. 2020 hasn't been here for long but I've already dealt with very difficult things such as losing my grandpa who meant the world to me. Sometime, possibly a long time from now, I might start writing again. But as of now I am no longer writing. Thank you to anyone who stuck with me and read my stories. My private messages are always open to anyone at anytime. Thank you all :)

I’ve been gone for a while. My grandpa passed on the 31st of January and it’s been very hard without him

i just want someone to talk to :(

loving someone from afar hurts 

how did my life turn to complete shit. i just want happiness 

love it when i try so damn hard for something but fail so miserably at it

never have i dealt with anything more difficult than my own soul

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          hey, love! i just wanted to stop by and say that i love you more than you could ever know! if you are ever going through something hard, i’m always available to talk, i’m just a message away. don’t let anyone tell you who you should be because this is your life, not theirs. like the things you want to like and if people make fun of you, you’re automatically doing better than them. they aren’t getting anywhere by hating on you, but you are by ignoring them. you are perfect in every way and you shouldn’t let anyone change that. i love you, baby!
          
          — lesley <3

i need to say something and i would really appreciate if you all would take time to read this.
          
          hey guys, i know it's been a few months since the last time i've been active. i came on here to say that i'm sorry for being absent for so long. i've been dealing with so much in the last few months and things still aren't good. i've pretty much lost all of the friendships that i had. i was in this one friend group and this one girl was really toxic. she was a very negative person and she was constantly putting people down and making them feel bad about themselves. so when i ended the friendship with her i ended up losing everyone in that friend group. i've been feeling really alone for the past few months and it has been really hard on me. my mental health has been really bad in the last three years. i've been to therapy twice in the last three years and my last therapy session was a few months ago and i had been seeing that  therapist for an entire year. i thought things were good. i ended my therapy but it wasn't until after that that i realized how truly alone i was. i detached myself from everything. i became very distant from my family and from the very few remaining friends i had left. i'm not motivated to do anything anymore. i'm just so confused about my life right now. i need to take time to focus on me. i need to put myself back together. i've never been this personal on here and i don't really know how i feel about putting all of this out here for people to see but i'm doing it anyway. i hope you guys can understand that i need to take time to focus on me. hopefully i'll return back on here in a few months. hopefully i will be in a much better place and i'll feel good enough to finish my stories on here. thank you to whoever took time to read this. i just felt like i needed to say something. thank you all. hope to be back in a few months. until then ;) 
          
          -t r i n ♡

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