trace ᡣ𐭩

yo i think i’m getting better

it’s all going downhill again

i need help

the cycle goes:
          vent
          apologise
          ghost for a day
          act like nothing happened
          repeat

i’m sorry to anyone who has ever come across me

i’m jealous of anyone who makes it to one months

why am i such a fucking freak

one addiction after the other
          
          when will it end

hi elly i know you’re reading this.
          
          you’re amazing.
          
          i love you.

i love having deep talks with my girlfriend where we learn more about each other, even if they’re really sad talks. i love being able to understand her more