trashyfranshy

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trashyfranshy

Before I start, I just want to thank you guys.
          
          This was my first ever "Aldub" getaway. I expressed my love for them through my writing, and though I look back at it now and my form of writing irks me, I'm glad I went ahead and did it. And I couldn't be more thankful that you gave me a chance. That you guys gave Back To You a chance.
          
          Through that book, I've made so many friends, ones that have taught me wonderful lessons, and others that I know will last a lifetime.
          
          But the time has come, and many people probably saw this coming, but I'm going to say my goodbye.
          
          After Back To You, things just wasn't the same. I tried and tried to get back to writing, but no matter what, I felt uninspired and stuck, it began to feel like I was forcing myself instead of it just flowing out freely like before.
          
          I've decided to pull my stories out, except for the one that started it all. 
          
          Thank you guys so much for the amazing run. But like I've said on twitter, it just isn't for me anymore.
          
          Goodbye.

XJL_96

@frankiiieee2140 What a sad news to us, your readers. I love your stories although it always makes me cry.  Thank you for sharing your stories and talent with us. I wish you nothing but the best on your future endeavours. And if in future you ever decide to comeback to writing stories, we, your readers, will always be happy to read them. 
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trashyfranshy

Good evening/afternoon, wherever you guys may be on the globe. 
          
          I'm writing this because I feel like you all deserve an explanation to why I haven't been updating as much as I have before. You guys deserve to know  because of how wonderful you all have been to me. Some since the beginning.
          
          First of, I am starting a new chapter in my book of life and after years of going after something I thought I wanted to do, I finally took a hold of my own life and I'm running with it. But just because I'm finally pursuing what I love, doesn't mean I'm always going to be okay. I am happy, don't get me wrong, but I'm still just as anxious as before. Maybe even worse. 
          
          And for some who read BTY during the times I would update weekly, you would notice how I slowly became busier and busier and it's true. I've recently been promoted at work and it's better pay but even more hours. 
          
          Lastly, I've been having such horrible horrible insecurities that's being fed with my lack of sleep and lack of time for myself. And for the past week and a half now, it's been getting worse. To a point where I'm not happy with what I've put out for you all to read and I've considered taking my works down.
          
          But it's okay. I'm okay.
          
          I know these all sound like some BS excuse, but I promise I'm not going away. I'm not saying goodbye. 
          
          This is me taking a step back and getting my life together. Wattpad was my beautiful getaway, my favorite hobby. But my personal life is becoming too much for me to even handle, I just need a breather.
          
          I'm annoyingly still going to be on social media, for those who follow me, so I'm not disappearing.
          
          I just won't be writing... That much.
          
          I'm sorry. 
          
          xx