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It's been a year since JJ died and I'm still not over it. I haven't watched Outerbanks in a year and I don't know if I ever will be able to. Even now.. just thinking about watching it makes me cry. Even when reading, I have to stop because all I can picture is JJs smile and then his last moments and I'm like.. I can't do it. It sucks and I hate the writers for putting JJ through literal fucking hell. From having an abusive father and beating beaten and abused physically and mentally just to end up with his dad not being his dad and him ending up with a complete sociopath as his birth father who only cared about money and treasure. He killed Larissa and Wes because they were Genrettes and he only married into the family. He tried to keep JJ from ever knowing so JJ wouldn't get the Genrette estate. But obviously Wes was too smart thank fuck and he let JJ know. But JJ knowing only got him killed.. Why is it always the characters who deserve the absolute world that they hurt and kill off? It's not fair. JJ deserved the world. He had everything he ever wanted. He was happy for the first time in.. well ever. And they ruined it. The so called Pogues.. they weren't there for JJ in season 4. They didn't understand why he finally snapped and crashed out. I mean JJ literally told Pope that he should have just let the police shoot him and then he let JJ walk away? Like are you fucking kidding me? And Kie not even comforting JJ after he found out that his whole life was a fucking lie. I get Sarah because she was going through life changing news also.. and I get Cleo because the guy who was like her father was just killed Infront of her. But John B, Kie and Pope? Also John B letting his pregnant wife run from the cops and run into another life threatening situation. Not to mention when Sarah fell overboard and John B just stood there while JJ was the one who jumped after her(Parallel to his mother drowning). John B yelled for JJ not to. So like what?