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Ha.. I'm sorry.. uh Rafe's supposedly JJs Pogue replacement since they need six Pogues now or whatever.. No.  Fuck that.  It's like they're trying to replace JJ with Rafe.  JJ deserves more than that.  I swear to every single god that I will cause a bloody riot.  Especially if they try to make Riara happen when not even Madison and Drew like that pairing.  Fuck the bloody writers who decided it was okay to kill off the heart and soul of the Outerbanks.  The glue of the Pogues.  The beautiful boy that JJ Maybank is.. not was.  JJ deserves the absolute world and to try to replace him with Rafe is sickening honestly.  Rafe may have had a little tiny redemption arc in season 4 but he still tried to kill his sister.  He beat up the Pogues more than once.. Pope like three times or even more..  He could have killed JJ when he made them crash their bikes.  He tried to kill Kie multiple times and they think it's a good idea to have Riara happen when she's still bloody terrified of him?  No.  It's not okay.  I'm pissed off.  I'm more than pissed off.  Pissed off times infinity or even more than that if that's possible.  Make Barry and Rafe happen or something.  Kiara is literally mourning her dead boyfriend.  The love of her life.  How do they think she's going to move on from that so quickly?  And especially to bloody Rafe Cameron?  If that's the only reason they had Sofia and Rafe break up?.. Fuck that.  I just.. thank you for coming to my Ted Talk.

I'm OBX deprived.  Stories aren't cutting it.  I can't watch it because I'll literally start sobbing again if I even see JJ.  I'm going insane.. more insane then I already am.  I need JJ but then all I can picture is his.. and I'm still not okay.

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Oh my god oh my god oh my god which is what I've been saying since I finished OBX season 4.. oh my fucking god.  I'm not okay.  I'm.. full on sobbing and I'm pretty sure I had a panic attack while sobbing.. Just.. fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

I have this idea in my head that won't go away so I'm gonna post it in my plot shop even though I don't even think anyone actually cares about my ideas.  I honestly just write them down so they'll leave my head.  But it's a Klaus Mikaelsons daughter being reborn as Sarah Camerons twin sister.  I just think it would be interesting.  Maybe good Finn even though I don't like him.. but it'll have Freya, Elijah and Rebekah bashing so Klaus at least needs two siblings on his side and I could never have my baby Kol bashed.

Stupid motherchucking cliffhangers.

I can’t wait to re-hear all your thoughts on Camilla’s journey! So excited to see what you say ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Why isn't there more Alex Standall books?  There's like barely any and I adore Alex.  Justin is and will always be my favorite but Alex has a special place in my heart and I want to read an Alex story.

So I can't watch Ashtrays death at the end of season 2 of Euphoria but in the original script, Ash wasn't supposed to die and it said that Fezco was supposed to get shot so like.. even the actor that plays Ash thinks that Ashtray is still alive somehow since they never show his body or whatever.  And I thought that Euphoria got cancelled but season 3 is supposed to come out January 2025 and it's said that there's supposed to be a 5 year time jump maybe which I honestly don't know how to feel because it would be like all fucked up and confusing.  But also.. I kind of.. nope.  Not just kind of.  I actually really like Nate even though I probably shouldn't since he's abusive and psychotic and probably has bipolar and a lot of other mental issues but I can't help but like him.