move on , they said .
and i tried , trust me . but you don’t know the pain
of waking up at three in the morning because
someone moved too close in your dreams or
hugged you just a little too close to where your
once lingered . you won’t know my pain , not
until it happens to someone you love , or even
yourself . even now , even after the pain of
knowing that you got away free , i would never
wish that upon you . because
i thought you loved me .