My poetry tells the story of my life...the good, the bad the ugly. 

It covers the death of my fiancée in 2008, being bipolar, marriage, divorce and more. 

This past Easter 2014, my identical twin sister died, so that's where my poetry leaves off. I'm finding it difficult to write, as I am barely hanging on by a thread. I don't know how to live without her. 

That's my story and what my poetry is about.

Update: My fiancé died of cancer 12/12/14. I am dead inside...if only I could have gone with him. 

5/2/15 - Life grows harder with each new day. I have become self-destructive. I think this is what people mean when they say they've given up. My heart will not heal. I don't know how much longer I can take this pain. 

Melanie - aka - trigger74