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Its really stupid to vent on a wattpad acc, but people on tiktok aren't too comforting.
I'm a terrible person. I'm so terrible that even when I am nice, I get taken advantage of. My friends all rub it off as some joke when it really does hurt. I watched my friends walk off during graduation, doing the plans that WE THREE were supposed to do. US THREE WERE SUPPOSED TO INTRODUCE OUR PARENTS TO EACH OTHER, NOT TWO AND LEAVING ME OUT. THEY EVEN TOOK PICTURES WITH EACH OTHER AND DIDN'T EVEN ASK ME IF I WANTED TO JOIN IN THE PICTURES. THE MINUTE THEIR PARENTS WALKED IN, I WAS NOTHING. My parents and siblings came over to ask where my friends were and I had to tell them that they LEFT me. They're now mad at me because I chose to go to a different school than they're going to. I was bashed on so much by them, being called ugly or that if someone was smart enough, they would know that I'm not worthy of love, and that no one smart would date me. The girl that my friends said was an asshole, treated me with more respect than they did.
And now I'm crying on a wattpad post.