feeling so sleepy -.- I'm trying to understand u . But it makes me feel so loser, I didn't do anything to make u feel that way. I'm tired! and hopeless but it seems like u don't understand me! I know that u just want the best for me but you really don't know what is really the best for me! u are the one who suppose to be doing those things for me, for us. But because of your situation u can't. I hope one day u realize that u don't have to like a child one, u suppose to comfort me in my down times, u should be the one who's giving me advice. But where are you ? I can't feel u ! you're there but it seems like your so far . I miss you but it seems like u don't care ! :(