trooperforlife_

I. BOUGHT. A. HORSE.

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Update: I also saw Suicide Squad yesterday and highly recommend it to anyone and everyone. It's easily the best movie of the summer and one of the best of the year. Would definitely go see it again. 
          ... And Margo Robbie's pretty hot. Even I can admit to that.

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Weyhey I'm gay
          This is me anonymously coming out as a panromantic demisexual. 
          I've known for over a year now but the only people who know are one of my friends and my dad, so now anyone who sees this will know too. I'm sure nobody cares, but too bad. 
          xx
          -Taylor

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@Chin_Up_Winchester oooohhhh my God, I LOVE cuddling! It has to be with someone I seriously trust, but I'm not kidding when I say I loveee cuddling and miss having someone to cuddle with. It makes me feel really comfortable and safe. I always feel like I can trust someone more if I'm physically intimate with them in that way. Unfortunately I don't get much physical contact given none of my friends are really into cuddling, but whenever I get any physical contact at all it makes me really happy. Cuddling is heavenly. I totally wish I had someone to cuddle with now. 
            I am starting to have issues with staring, though. Like at people's eyes. Not anywhere else xD I'm really good at reading people's emotions because of their eyes and its the only part of the human body I find legitimately attractive, so it's getting a little awkward to keep finding myself holding eye contact with people for faaarrrr too long.
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Chin_Up_Winchester

I completely agree! People are cute and "attractive", I just can't imagine having sex with someone or being properly sexually attracted to someone based on their looks alone. It's more of an appreciation of the aesthetic value of the human body, as you said.
            And while I don't get "sexually" attracted to people, I do often find myself more sensually attracted to people. I love the idea of cuddling, especially with someone I trust and know well. Although this usually manifests itself in fuzzy pajama pants and lots of blankets. How do you feel about the physical side of things that isn't considered sex?
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trooperforlife_

@Chin_Up_Winchester I totally understand! I'm on the other end of the spectrum- I sometimes find people attractive once I get to know them without necessarily having feelings for them, but sex is the last thing on my mind. I'm feel gross at the idea of actually having sex with anyone at all. I do find a few of my friends/coworkers attractive though- just not in any sexual sort of way. Its kind of like some sort of appreciation. They're cute (not hot/sexy) to me, but I don't feel anything for them beyond friendship.
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trooperforlife_

If it was not already kinda clear, because I was honestly trying to avoid it myself, I feel I should say it now.
          Can't Remember is going on hold for a little while.
          I'm in the middle of selling my house, and moving, and working, and training my horse, and packing, and taking care of myself. I need to focus on some other things for a little while- specifically moving and my horse as they're the most important things in my life right now.
          I am sorry if anyone was reading it that they will not get new chapters for a little while. I just need some time away from it to focus on this stuff.
          xx
          -Taylor

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@trooperforlife_  errrrmm I would have to say my new coffee mug that says 'Turtley Awesome' that is Ninja Turtles, as well as my new earbuds. What about you Taylor?!?

trooperforlife_

My favorite thing I got was definitely the ring my grandfather gave me. I hate jewelry and never wear it, but he gave it to me because he wanted me to have something of my grandmother's that I could wear every day. She was the only mother figure I've ever had, so having something of hers to wear all the time means a lot to me. ❤️
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