never busy but unavailable

twirls hair

While you look after someone, they are grateful and they look after you as well. 
          Karma is real. Because it's what we've done

Tryna write a smut not a poem.
          It's so Dull... Sigh...
          

Aahhhhh, loss at words
          Frustrated

Brain stuck. Can't continue my soup, hahaha.
          Suddenly words were lost in the air.

Next poem.... probably 'Soup'
          " If I were your photographer,
          Could you be my muse?"
          

I wanna talk to you like yesterday.
          Refrained myself from it.
          But believe me, I miss you too...
          Read your days made me relieve
          Lemme hold you like I used to.
          All pains away, I kiss you...

I need inspirations to write not madness. 
          Wish I whine only how much I crave here
          Don't make me mad, I'm not sure if you can handle it

I'm alone about couple hours but I have to stop myself talking to you. Only one msg, I could do.
          I miss you too

When I have to escape something, I need distraction... Find some distractions.
          I need to be away from here.
          I keep watching and playing games.
          I cook and eat. I sleep longer than I need to.
          Sleep so early and wake up late. Take a nap in the afternoon. Or I'm here and I cry...
          Escape from my reality to Virtuals
          Now escape here and to be alone... 
          It's suffering but I'm doing, I'm trying
          Find some distractions