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hey I've come to an amazing realization that I'm truly better than the shit I go through. Yeah, I'm still gonna be depressed and have anxiety attacks, that's not going anywhere, but I know i don't deserve this anymore. I used to think that I deserved every bad thing that happened to me, but I don't. There's also little things I do when I'm happy (spam my Snapchat/instagram story, Talk loud and fast, take selfies, etc) that I used to hate because I was worried I'd be annoying someone else. I'm tired of that and I deserve better