trumanblaxk

the fact that one direction isn’t coming back is hitting me harder right now than it ever has, it really feels like a piece of me is missing.. a really big piece. i’d do anything to relive the summer of 2015...

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i feel like every time i post on here it’s because i’m complaining about something. i’m sorry but whenever i do this i feel completely hopeless and it seems as if i have no one. when i graduated high school last month, i was expecting to feel as if i was on top of the world and of course there was a little part of myself telling me that it wouldn’t be like that, of course that’s exactly what happened. my friends i used to talk to everyday have gotten distant and it’s like all i’ve done is make bad decisions. in all honesty i feel so fucking stupid, as if i’m not doing anything with my life. i’ve been so consumed in trying to get ready for college in the fall and i’m going to have to have surgery at the end of this month, to repair a mistake from the same exact procedure the summer before so i’m most likely not going to be able to walk and that makes myself feel completely helpless because i won’t be able to work. and as much as my parents tell me they “don’t want me to be working” i still feel bad you know???? it’s like i’m watching everyone around myself go forward in life and i’m completely static, i don’t know what to do i’m going insane....

trumanblaxk

i haven't been able to be on here in a solid year because i've been so busy with my senior  year, this app used to feel like the only source of happiness for myself and since i haven't been in here i feel deprived lol. in under a month i will be all done with my senior project and i've felt extremely stressed over it- it's 1 am where i am and i'm up worrying as if it's happening tomorrow, i just felt the need to put this in here bc i can't vent to anyone, all i ask is that who ever shall read this please keep me in your prayers as december comes around because this project determines if i can graduate from high school and i am the biggest worrier you will ever meet, i just had the biggest breakdown in front of my parents, it will be a sleepless month for me, but pleaseeee enjoy your holiday season, for me..

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I PASSED!!!! i've never felt so happy in my life omg now all i need is my diploma, merry christmas everyone!❤
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i present in two days and i can't sleep
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i've been babysitting for a good while now but starting tomorrow i'm going a month straight non stop, please pray for me

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update: i'm free and can sleep
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update: i'm tired
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update: i fucking hate my job
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not going to say any names because i know just how sensitive the author is but if you commit to starting a story here on wattpad, i believe you should do your best in finishing it. just because a few followers remind you that it's been a while since you've updated does not mean it's okay to be petty and not update out of spite, you're doing nothing but losing followers and being completely selfish. i just think it's sad that my favorite story that i have ever read anywhere is on here and was started before my freshman year of high school and here i am a senior, and the book has made no progress..... no hard feelings, just a bit fed up