sorry for not updating for so long, it's the start of the new year so I have so much to sort out and when I have free time I'm sleeping ah, abyss is nearly over so I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing that it's taking me so long haha i don't really want it to end. thank you for over 21k reads and over 1.1k votes it means so much, as do your comments :) 53 etc should be coming soon x