@HaydenBruh We totally understand everything. I know this is rly late or something, but I just want to say that I love your writing so much. Also, I have been/am in a situation similar to yours, not exactly, but kinda like it. And I'm just here to tell you, it gets better. Try to push away all the rude people in your life. If you can't, and you feel the need to self harm, try distracting yourself instead. But please keep in mind that we all love you and that you're amazing. Stay strong!! <3